Saturday, October 16, 2010
@ 12:15 AM
There things you never knew you going to lose it . I had always thought things will come true all the time. I always thought the friends are always here for me . Forever friends ? kinda bullshit i think . . anti-social or should i say , getting a trusted friend is hard. No humans could be trusted, I guess. Had a dream last night . Scare the shit out of me . Woke up & cried . I hope, i pray , the dream wont happen . I swear i would freak out ;X
Friday, October 15, 2010
@ 3:30 AM
Hellos, Earthlings.
i know i know . I haven beeng blogging much again .I was studying for EOY you see. Can'y afford to retain . Well, many thing happened at this period of time . Althought im all stress up and stuff . I won't show . I just dont want to . Cause, i hate to see my loves ones worried for me. Bottling up my feelings will be the best way i guess . Since , nothing gonna change even when i act all stress up and stuff . Why not live happily , & act everything has nothing happened . But that's hard . Acting nothing happened. Impossible. Sometimes , when you lost something , then you know how to apreicate things . & guess what . I'm tearing when posting this post. Bye bestf. Or should i say , bye a bestf i treat but treated me like shit . Stop your nonense . Seriously. :D bye people idk what to post alr.