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YINGTONG!
I'll turn 16 on the 17thFeb. I detest it when people is piss with me for no particular reason. I get jealous easily. However, you will never know when because I will never show you that I am. I treasure each and every gift that I recieve, be it big or small. I'm sorry and I know it's one of my bad habits, but I do not take initiatives. I'd love a friendly hug once in awhile. To me, true love only exist in fairytales.
But i'm in love with Onew&Jonghyun from SHINEE, and JungYongHwa from CNblue

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Monday, June 21, 2010
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I miss the moments when i was young ,Nothing to fear , the smile one my face is always bright .
The innocent looking face ,all i could cry about is , my parents isn't here for me .I care less for what i wear , what people will say about me .I don't even care how people look at me.I just want to have fun all day .Studies , is always so easy , nothing to fear about.I always wanted to grow older when i was young .but when im older , i wish to be younger .At least when im young , i still have some friends to trust .Now ? Each time you have this feeling of being bashed up , cause you the person you trust should'nt be trust . How nice right?Seriously , this feeling sucks .
I hate this feeling .
I hate you .
I'm jealous .
I'm envious .
I blame myself .
I regretted .
i'm down .
i don't know who i could rely on.
idk , what i should do .
Either you are in or you're out . there's no middle . you succeeded or you fail . fuck.
I know you will be reading this , just you don't know if it's you . Thanks for making me know , this world, there's no one you could trust expect yourself.